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[Jan. 26th, 2006|01:57 am] |
So I went back to the dentist again. Got another cavity filled, hurrah!
I am now doing my geo assignment, then its studying until tomorrow morning.
I have the insane urge to giggle right now, to laugh histerically actually, at my stupidity. I've been thinking too much lately, which is definately a bad thing, because when I think, it's rarely about good things, and never about pressing issues such as imminent tests.
I am going to allow myself the next 15 mins, to write some of my thoughts down, because if I don't, I might explode (in humungous fits of laughter..yea i know I'm weird).
Things I hate about the world:
-poverty and AIDS in Africa
-Stephen Harper and the Republicans..err I mean Conservatives
-How rich people are looked up to just because they are rich
-Government's Disregard for natives living on reserves
Things I hate about me:
- my inablity to think before I speak/do
- my laziness
- that I am mean to nice people
- that I am nice to mean people
- that I am vain
- that my feet always hurt
- my indecisiveness (if I seem sure about something, I'm lying, lying through my teeth)
- the way I let others sway my opinion, and the way that I can't even tell if I believe something because of myself or others
- the way I give in too easily
- the way that I don't give in when I really should
- when I think of others before myself
- when I think of myself with complete disregard for others
- that I carelessly spend money on silly things, but I rarely tip, and if I do, its only 10%
- that I don't give money to charities unless I get a spiffy new armband out of the deal
- that I say gossip or things that just make me look stupid, simply because I can't think of anything better to say
- when I say things to make myself look better, even if it is at the expense of others
- that I am very gullible
- that I am a mathematical idiot, who needs to whip out the calculator to figure out $27.49-$2.48
- that I pretend to listen, even when I couldn't care less
Things I love about Me:
- If I make a mistake, I accept that I am wrong, then I try to fix it, even if its probably hopeless
- I am artistic
- I am good at cheering people up, without being unrealisitc
- I'm a good listener
- I do well in school, even though I really shouldn't be
- I try to give everyone a chance, sometimes 2...sometimes more
- I like to help people
- I'm a good conversationist, even if I don't know what you're talking about, i'll pretend, and hopefully learn something new
- I love to learn.. some things
Things I hate about others:
- lying to protect yourself, if I fess up to things it's only fair that you should too
- lying to make yourself look better, the truth will come out eventually, so why bother?
- telling me what to do instead of giving constructive criticism
- If you ask how I am, be prepared to hear something other than "okay", if you're not, then don't ask.
- changing the subject on me. If I'm talking about it, there is a reason, don't ignore it.
Things I love about others:
- when people know I am upset, even though I haven't said a word
- when people take an interest in what I have to say
- when people critisize me when it is needed
- when we can have nonsensical useless conversations that feel like 10 mins, but have really been 2 hrs
- when I can confide in people
- when I don't feel that I have to lie or hide the truth
- when people make me laugh
Things I love:
- iced caps with fake whipped topping..mmmm
- buttery pineapple buns from T&T (I think I am the only non-asian person in the city who would like these, but I do!)
- big mac's with half mac sauce, half mayo, no pickle, extra onion, with tomato.
- travelling, well the idea of travelling, can't really say if I do yet.
- Jeans from UB
- sweatpants
- my lovably crazy family
- small dogs (someitmes Joey, altough that dog can be the biggest bitch)
- corsets
- hair dye
- pictures..because a picture is worth a 1000 words ^_^
Needless to say, that took way more than 15 mins, but now I'm done for the night, no more goofin' off... I promise.
oh yea, on things I hate about myself, I should add:
I don't keep promises.
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