urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:miz_sunshine87 Shannon's Life *an extraordinary girl in an ordinary world* Shannon 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:miz_sunshine87:63543 frustrated and tired 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z So I slept like all day today, and I enjoyed it.<br /><br />Sorry to those who I have been ignoring lately. I have a feeling I am going to loose all my friends over all of this, but I'm just no fun to be around right now.<br /><br />I've tried to pretend that nothing is wrong, and I think I have done a pretty good job of it, but it is just too hard. I know that things could be worse, but just the fear of things getting worse is too scary.<br /><br />I was so happy with the way my life was going, and I finally knew who I was. Now that has all changed. I feel like I am watching my life, but not really being a part of it. It's hard to explain.<br /><br />I just want you to all know that I love you, even if I don't necessarily show it.