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[Dec. 30th, 2006|02:59 am] |
So I slept like all day today, and I enjoyed it.
Sorry to those who I have been ignoring lately. I have a feeling I am going to loose all my friends over all of this, but I'm just no fun to be around right now.
I've tried to pretend that nothing is wrong, and I think I have done a pretty good job of it, but it is just too hard. I know that things could be worse, but just the fear of things getting worse is too scary.
I was so happy with the way my life was going, and I finally knew who I was. Now that has all changed. I feel like I am watching my life, but not really being a part of it. It's hard to explain.
I just want you to all know that I love you, even if I don't necessarily show it. |
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